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Giving myself away
written by Tainted_Soul_77701:36 AM 4/14/05I look at my face the one that hides me from the world
The only that lets me drive myself crazy inside
from being another messed up girl
I walk up into my room
And fall on to my knees
I take of my mask
I go to God and Plead
Im catching these wet emotions in my hands
For all the times you never understand
For every time you tell me Im complaining
I faught for your love
But I lost participating
No one knows the pain inside
And after Im done attempting it
I wonder why I even tried.
I wipe off these fake expressions I use every day
Another fake smile, another laugh
Now Im giving myself away.
You might think you understand
But you really dont
Sure, I could explain it
But simply I just wont.
This life is so predictable
So I dont wanna set myself up for pain
I wish you would understand
But apartently its too hard to explain
You see me everyday
Never to know
Only because its something I never show
However I wonder if you care
I wonder if I even needed you if you ever would be there
Really, inside Im screaming for help
I hate asking myself, I need somebody else
So till tommorrow, theres another fake smile
I'll act like its another sunny day
But really deep inside, this is me
Giving Myself Away. |
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