| I feel blocked, I feel trapped, im lost without this constant reminding of my own flying spirit, flying high in a darkend sky with the stars lighting the night, rays of the moons pale light raining down upon my aching soul. All day everyday I wish for my mind to be set free. So I may express my anger, my rage, my love, my hate, my free form state. (Trapped in my mind! IM NOT LOOKING TO HIDE! I WANT OUT! I HAVE SHUNNED THE SUN, IMBEDDED THE SACRAFICES FROM MY LIFE INTO MY BLEEDING HEART, I ETCHED MY MEMMORYS IN DEEP, I WILL REMEMBER THIS COMEING NOVEMBER, ITS JUST LIKE THE PASSING OF DECEMBER, 61 days of hellish cold, ice runs through my veins, expanding a shooting pain, it seeps into my heart, oh god, its tearing me apart. GIVEING LIFE AWAY, I WOULD JUST TO STEAL ONE BREATH AWAY, I CAN FUCK YOU SO GOD DAMN HARD, OR WOULD YOU JUST STAB ME WITH ANOTHER FUCKING SHARD...(IM NOT LOOKING TO HIDE, I WANT OUT, I HAVE BEEN STUNNED BY THE BLAREING FUN I HAD DRANK NO MORE THAN PUITRID BLOOD, SO WARM AND MOIST, TEAR MY RIB OUT JUST TO CREATE ANOTHER ONE OF YOU!) |
