I feel like I'm just floating through this life,
without a real clue,
always being untrue,
glued to this pain,
not sure if its the same,
as what your feeling,
am I just fakeing this all again?
or am I really this messed up?
I might just be lying,
trying to shine through this crying,
begging for atention,
not knowing the reason,
just floating by these people,
without a clue,
always feeling blue,
for no real reason.
I try to smile,
and I often succeed,
but I feel how fake it is,
how I crave to float on,
to leave these people behind,
to be free of all these worries,
all the cares I know I should feel,
but I'm empty...
and if I could be with you right now,
I might smile once again,
because your all that matters now,
I dont want to go on,
if you cant be here by my side,
I dont want to continue to wonder why...
I just want a home,
where I dont have to see these faces anymore. |
