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lost (please read)
written by trulybroken5708:01 PM 4/22/05my head is aching,
i need this all to stop before i break......
peices of me are lying on the ground,
lost.......i'll never find myself,
i'll never be whole again........
living broken......living as a freak,
i think i'm going insane,
i just can't take this anymore.........
i want to go on,
i want to make it.......
but i don't know if i have the strength.
make it stop!
stop the insanity
stop the pain
stop the tears
stop this life.........
crying now, i've been hurt too much,
no one understands anymore
how it feels to live like this-
half of a lie, suffocating with each breath,
falling with every step.
i'm trying so hard,
i'm laughing, smiling, bleeding, dying.......
where do i go from here?
so lost,
all alone now,
find me hidden in the dark,
concealed underneath my smiling act.
i wish i could change,
i wish i could laugh and smile again.......like i mean it
i want to dance in the rain,
to feel the sun warm my face....
but i can't.
i'm lost within this depression,
so fogged over i can't even see,
alone in this crazy delusion,
too exhausted to even fight the pain,
just let it rule my mind,
this is all just too much,
but can't you see i'm trying?
trying to live for you?
i'm trying so hard.........
to find the pieces i've lost,
fragments to make me whole once more......... |
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this is all so true.....please comment
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Emo.style. (4-22-2005 - 08:05 PM)
| tk,tk,tk,dont hide it anymore!I can do it, i hate to see you covered up in total lies. it bothers me....please. stop...((talk to be biotch!!!)) |
by loveUorLoveMe? (4-22-2005 - 08:10 PM)
| ooo! i liked a lot! i'm sorry you feel like that..i hope whatever it is goes away |
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