I have shed so many tears,
over all these years,
but they still seem to flow,
I no longer glow,
because when I think about you,
all the pain just comes through,
your not here,
and you wont be for many more years.
How will I survive?
I might just crawl away and die,
because if I dont soon,
these tears will kill me slowly,
and I hate how it controls me,
like a fever that just wont stop,
your like a sickness for my heart,
sweet but killing me fast.
But I dont have the will,
to do away with my soul,
so I'll lay here and cry,
untill someday I die,
without you...
so very alone,
a zombie waiting for a chance to live again. |