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Cry From My Guilt
written by SuperBob04:02 AM 8/10/04I feel this choking in my throat
This feeling hasn't been around for so long
Why now? What has brought it on?
Fuck...I can't understand how my mind works
It's been a problem since I can remember
But you know...only for a few years now it plagued me
I want to just lie down and have it torn away
Take all the thoughts in my head out!
I can't handle this these days
I'm too far from the one I need...
I hurt him in a way today
Why I don't know...but it happened none the less
Can't that all just be erased...I won't follow through with it
I won't do it...
Sometimes I really wish I went back to days of lovelessness
Back to days when I destroyed my flesh...
But I said I wouldn't, I made a promise
Fucking promises...they attack me so
Why can't I just be held now?
Can't everything finally be alright?
No...NEVER
LIfe isn't like that...so I'm proven
NEVER WILL I BE AT EASE
But I beg and plead so often
Kill me or Cut me please
I don't think I can handle how I soften |
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i honestly have no clue....
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