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Deep down inside
written by Genocide Reaper06:17 AM 8/10/04| What if I said I was so sick of life I wanted to slit my wrist? Would you think I had broken down and started to cry? Or would it be a Lie? No, I would just be so sick of bullshit I'd want to slit my wrist. Depression? I'm passed that childs fasination. I'm into things a little deeper, more Haunting, Iv already seen Hell. I was at the Crucifiction, and I was at the Ressurection, Hell I was at fucking Judgement Day. These dreams they never end. These visions I can have during anytime of the day they never cease. I just want the Key to ease this.. So I can sort this... Its all becoming Contorted tieing itself into my time. I need a good woman to help me straighten the line. Sick maybe she'll be, but no different then you are me. We all have our Fetish, its just a little Skin shedding ceremony we share to one another.. Nobody ever comes out and confesses automatically! I was there, I saw you cry... I was there in the shadows the night you died, peeking around the Curtain, slipping around the corner watching your sorrow without expression what did you expect me to say? this is the only way I can show you my sins.. Vent to no end. Circumstances of Supernatural invisioning...Guilty of being a Loner, Guilty of being a Stoner. Oh my past.. Wreaks of a Masking Cover.. Keeping the things I see out of Public, the things I feel out of the way. The things I hear out of the ears of everyones life.. I guess soon enough in due time it will all bleed into the stream of Life. I'm reduced to being Dead.. To watching you Lye there slipping away.. I can't reach out.. If I do.. I'll Feel too much... I want to help you deep down inside. Deep down inside a voice wants to echo out through the room and tell you everything will be Ok.. But I can't do it.. because Deep down inside.. Part of me likes to see you Wallow in Pain...Evedently...This must make me insane...A Demon...A Monster...Who could let their lover sit there and Wander in Pitch black and Tears without even giving the slightist bit of Condolence, Help, Or Attention...I just sat and watched.. this was my Decision. |
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| » Comments / Feedback | by SuperBob (8-10-2004 - 06:25 AM)
| that one was touching....really felt the emotion in it...i'm speechless from it....*mando bear hug* |
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