what have I done?
how could I hurt you like this...
your the only person that ever showed me kindness,
that held me close and whisperd that it would be alright,
your touch sent shivers down my spine,
and I held you,not wanting to let go...
of the only guy who ever really loved me.
But I realized I was dreaming,
because your not here,
your touch was gone,
your face was nowhere near,
how can I be so stupid?
so hopeless and lost?
and yes I have hurt you,
I have torn apart your heart,
ripped it from the start,
but I love you!
as sad and pathetic as it sounds...
I love you beyond words can tell,
your the star that guides me in the right direction,
the hero that saved me from my own monsters
when all the lights went out.
I cant help but weep in my shadowed corner,
as I feel you slipping from my grasp,
I want to hold you fast,
but thats so far in the past...
my heart only beats for you,
without you I am nothing...
and without you I will die,
my heart will just stop,
but I really dont blame you,
if you leave me tonight,
I did something wrong...
and there is no forgiveing it,
not this time.
But dont you see how much I need you?
without your words to console me,
without your smileing face...
my shadows will once again find me,
and drag me back to that place,
the place that almost killed my angel...
the angel within my blackend soul,
the angel you pulled out,
the angel you want me to be,
and I'll be it for you...
because I would do anything,
just to keep you close.
So please,
wipe away these tears,
say once again,
that someday you will hold me close,
that someday you will be here with me,
because without you...
I will die,
as surly as the sun will rise. |
