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Time for a Change
written by SuperBob06:26 AM 8/11/04| I've seen so much over my life...I've been down the roads that are plagued with strife...Yet I am pulling through...I never thought that I would make it this far...I wanted to try and sleep with my door ajar...For Death would come touring one night...And I wanted to be ready to give in without a fight...Some reason I have escaped that want...To hurt myself and kill myself too...Those are things I have learned not to do...And yet I ask for a brutal sex life...I'm just filling the void left by my knife...Through my days I felt so much pain...That drove me crazy; drove me insane...So I take some pills to settle my mind...But it's in a low dosage because I don't want to be so kind...I preferred myself when I was cold hearted and cruel...Back in the days when I made all the rules...See now I have owned up to what I have done...This was a race that the truth has now won...I lied to myself through my life for so long...Thinking that maybe it wasn't so wrong...I believe each lie I made in my life...Just because I feared the sithe...But I know now I should have said I was affected...That I am emotionally infected...Because the way I see my life through my eyes...has made me all the more susceptible to cry...For many years I denied myself that...Along with all the emotions I felt...But no longer can I banish it away...Because it destroys to much of me, at the end of the day. |
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Author's footnotes and comments on this Poem:
hmm...i've been lieing to myself again...as a different poem states...
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| » Comments / Feedback | by Trapezium (8-11-2004 - 02:29 PM)
| This is beautiful... it is the best poem i've ever read! |
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