Pouring out my soul,
to the stars above,
black void of compassion,
hear these words...
What I did was wrong,
I cant deny that fact,
he gave me a second chance,
do I deserve to have him back?
and if not...
it leaves me with this knife,
to cut away the pain,
to leave with this last regret of disdain,
that I chipped his heart,
he didn't deserve that,
thats another fact.
But if I leave,
I know he'll leave to,
then we'll both die,
and all will cry.
I dont deserve this second chance,
I deserve a kick in the pants,
to be left and shunned...
but he still loves me,
and I love him,
its what I know is true...
I cant erase what I did,
but I'm trying again,
to earn his trust,
that I left to rust,
and if I fail,
I'll drive my self through with a nail,
as long as we both no longer cry,
as long as I die...
knowing once...
I held his love close,
higher then most,
forever in my heart is where you'll be,
I hope thats what you can see.
Please black stars,
tell me its ok,
tell me that someday...
it will be as it was,
that his trust I will regain,
and once again the same,
because without this chance,
I will surly lance,
whats left of my heart,
maybe then it will bring me back to the start,
where I screwed it all up,
and left him in the muck,
but if you tell me its gunna be alright,
I'll continue to write,
and hold my love for him close,
much higher then most. |
