Mistakes of my past,
they haunt me in the dark,
I ripped out your heart,
but you held on to me and gave me back what love you have left,
but its not the same,
I damaged you all the way through,
and somehow I feel like I'm dying,
screaming and crying,
I dont really know why,
you forgave me,
but I feel like a part of me has died,
and there is no geting it back,
I'm alone,
in a world I dont understand,
without you.
My throat aches from sobbing,
these silent screams keep screaching,
I know there is something wrong with me,
somethings not right,
I feel alone and pointless,
sunlight scares me,
the darkness enfolds me,
I dont know the meaning of my life,
and these fears are bottled up inside me,
I'm afraid of the world,
and I cant help but scream...
screaming in to the blackness,
and nobody cares.
I'm doomed to be alone,
lsot in your love,
crying without you,
only hanging on to life because of you,
and I guess I'll live on,
in my pointless exsistance,
flooded with tears,
hideing away from the world I hate,
hideing from humanity,
hideing...
always hideing. |
