After all this time,
the pain still remains,
no matter what I do,
I still find...
I'm loseing you.
I used to look in to your eyes and see hope and love,
now all I find is my own past,
my own mistakes,
and no matter how hard I try,
I feel that your slowly leaveing me,
all because of that fateful day.
Tears no longer bring me comfort,
my song of sobs no longer heals my pain,
nothing makes sence anymore,
I feel like a dead stone,
doomed to be alone,
because now that I told you my secret,
now that you know the truth,
it will never be the same,
and I feel really lame,
because I did this to you,
and nothing I say or do,
can change it back,
to the way things used to be.
If I could just kiss you one last time,
and know what I will now always miss,
I might be able to let this pain go,
let my life continue to flow,
but I cant...
and I'm once again alone,
because thats what I'll always be without you,
no other person can fill me with love like you did,
I'm cursed,
I'm bloody with my blood stained tears,
its all my fault,
I want to restart,
and take back all the pain I led to you,
but I know that cant come true,
so here I will stay,
forever blue,
because now I'm loseing you. |
