» Poem: One last time. |
One last time.
written by Lovely_Suicide01:01 PM 8/30/04Why ain't i dead yet?
I keep pleading for death to take me but yet it never works
Why bother trying to kill myself when it just keeps on failing
I can't give up though
So i try one last time.
This time i dig the knife deeper into my skin
This time i make sure it hurts like hell
This time i laugh hysterically
Shame on that i've just lost my sanity.
The pain keeps building but i keep on breathing
My breathing dosnt soften not one little bit
I begin to panic
I need to die
But its not going to work
I dont why this is happening to me
So i close my eyes and drift off to sleep.
An hour later i wake up and im in hospital
Bandages on my wrists
The thought that eneters my mind is that i failed again.
The nurses made a mistake my leaving the room
A breakfast knife beckoning to me from a breakfast tray
I guess i'll try just this one last time. |
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ok this sux bad sorry:( please tell me how bad this suxx [ View Lovely_Suicide's Profile ] [ Go to the Poetry Portal ] This Poem has been viewed 409 times
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» Comments / Feedback | by Trapezium (8-30-2004 - 01:35 PM)
how cool!... I can relate... but for no apparent reason this time I can cut... but I can't shove the knife in really deep and drag it down... I don't know why so next time i'll try something different |
by (anonymous) (9-6-2004 - 04:27 AM)
This poem is really fucking stupid |
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